Okay! Give me a sec, I'm a little tipsy. So forgive me for what I'm about to write (But also not, because being the drunk introvert that I am makes me truthfull). Like OMG! Too much!! Bellamy's death was useless from the moment Clark killed him because of Sheidheda and the fact that we know that the flock has good medical service. With even the Shepherd seeing Bellamy dead and being able to see memories, they would have kept Sheidheda alive to see what happened to their people and Bellamy Dah! And I have to say this, but Clark is SO not a mother, not even an adoptive mother (and I have adoptive sisters - relating somewhat). I'm good at empathizing too. If Clark was a true mother, she never would have tortured her daughter with an electric collar and never abandonned her in an empty room all broken from the mind machine and been able to even think about killing her (And she was just saying how horrible it was that the Shepherd abandonned her after finding out the code). She should have kept hoping she might be saved. I mean; come on!! we thought Bellamy was dead!; if she was a true mother she would not have given up hope and stayed with her. Clark is so not her mom and not her adoptive mom however she wants to believe it. If I put myself in Madi's shoes, she strikes me more like a beloved big sister. I admit that Madi cares about her, but for one, she calls her "Clark", not "mom" and adoptive or not, a mom is a mom. The curse of having a child is having those maternal feelings of wanting to protect them; Yes! but not being able to stop them if that meant hurting them in the process.
I admit that "The 100" is not my favorite Sci-Fy tv show either (That's "FireFly"), but this show has reasons and problems. Yes! people on earth can be as smart and ingeniuous as Raven; they just got really lucky to have her. Being forced to be in charge at 16-17 years old, Yes! you will make mistakes. I can Forgive many like Octavia even for what she did in the Bunker, but however being not able to empathize there. I can try to forgive Clark for the mountain even thou I can't. But I'm 25, so I'm somewhat able to think rationally that she could of not being so suspicious of the mountain people and made a deal with them without killing anyone and help them. There was enough skycrew to save them with bone marrow. And the Grounders could not have stayed mad at them for too long because Lexa becomes/is in love/ has a crush on Clark and their people would have stopped being blood bags and being freed and never used that way again. Clark might be the character I hate the most. Obviously that can't be blamed on the actress but the writers. Her decisions until the end of season 3 can be forgiven because of her age. (I mean - come on! Think back or now of that age! Do/did you know enough!). After that, Clark is impossibly forgiven! Just can't forgive her.
If this were to happen - and in a way I think it should, because Ali is right and there is too many people on this earth that we are destroying it to the point of no survival - The problem is that (thinking of the "TEST" of S7), humanity does not deserve to survive because even thou there is some good people, there is just not enough of them for humanity to be deserving of surviving. If the Shepherd takes the "Test", life will die because without emotion, there is no humanity. If Clark takes the "TEST", the test will only see a self destrucvtive person who will show humanity to not be able to correctly understand that the true meaning of being a warrior or commander, and not a killer is to know " when to take a life and when to spare one". Plus, the transending thing is jsut so wrong (sounds like Ali with her City of Light). Unless you believe in God, there is no after or transending).
This tv show "has" brought up many humanity depressing emotions. I do wish Bellamy was still "alive" (who knows??), because he is the character who has grown the most and been good a lot toward/till the end. Being tired of seeing pointless war kill people he cares about is understandable to wanting it to end even thou the Shepherd is wrong in thinking it is a last war. It makes too much sense for Jordan not to be right, because what better reason for the original people of the Shepherd's planet to be desicated to create a "TEST" that would test if humanity is really deserving of surviving as a species. And I will be honest, the english language and similar organized languages is so primitive compared to the pictographic langauges like chinese, similar to the first language of the people. Personally don't think that humanity should survive. But my opinion doesn't matter because I don't decide for the the world but just myself. I don't know who shoud take the test. Maybe Jordan because of those subliminal messages he got under the influence of Sanctum's toxins, but I keep feeling he hasn't lived enough to be representing enough of humanity.
Future can't be seen. Just hope relies.