Talk:Jasper Jordan/@comment-45.49.229.44-20170602170037/@comment-79.160.162.152-20180206143407

He was not a coward. He has been fighting for his life since the first day. He was the first one that was injured by the grounders. Through it all, he still managed to make people smile and laugh at his jokes. And even though he was tired of fighting, he stepped up in Mount Weather. Did you see the way he protected those kids? He was willing to do everything to save them, even at the cost of his own life. The only positive thing that had happened in for him in a long time, was Maya. He had so much faith in Clarke; he belived in her when all the others thought she had left them. He also belived that he could save Maya, but he didn`t have the chance because of Clarke, Bellamy and Monty. He had looked up to Clarke and Bellamy for a long time, and trusted them to do the right thing, and Monty was his best friend, so of course he would see it as a betrayal. But no matter what, he always was there for them. He told Octaivia that it was okay to grive after she lost Lincoln. He He tried to protect Raven from The City of Light, even when he had to work with Clarke to do so.

And regarding the suicide: It was clear to everyone that he was not mentally okay. No one who is that smiles when there is a knife to their throat. He was not the only one who just didn`t feel like fighting anymore. There was a lot of other people that chose to stay.

It doesn`t look like he had it easy on the Ark either. He was a delinquent after all. And his parents are never talked about. I do not know if they were already dead, died in the Culling, or dided when they brought the Ark to the ground. It seems like Monty is all he has. Maya was not the first person he lost, or the first difficult thing in his life. I don`t think it was only Mayas death that made him kill himself, I think he was just too tired. Tired of fighting, being scared; for his own and the people he loved lifes. It wasn`t worth it anymore for him, the good things were too few for the bad.

He had a good heart and was brave. May we meet again, Jasper Jordan.